Changes…
The word DEPRESS can be defined as…lower someone’s spirit. I’ve been depressed loads of times and believe me….it sucks. The year 2006 and half of 2007 was one of the worst "DEPRESSION MODES” that I have faced my entire life. Looking back at it…it was really stupid of me to waste those few months being unhappy. But people just don’t understand wut i really felt at that time. When ur depressed…u feel like u just wanna be alone in ur own world…and from my experience…it is actually not a good idea as it can lead to commiting suicide or do things which are stupid. "Depressed" people should be taken seriously. If there is a friend out there…who u think needs ur help…pls lend them a helping hand. Eventhough u might not be able to settle wutever problems they are facing….just be there for them. At least they know that there are still some people who really really care about them. Divert their mind away from thinking about the problems. Do stuff which can make ‘em happy.
During my "depression mode"…for the first few months…i isolated myself…i thought i could handle the problems all on my own…and furthermore i was the type of person who doesn’t like sharing my problems with anybody. Anyway…I failed. I changed from bad to worst. I couldn’t think clearly at that time. So..i made a decision to talk to my friends about it….get it out of my head…and alhamdulillah…the pieces of my life which was shattered had been glued back together piece by piece. I wanna take this opportunity to thank all of em for being there by my side..and stuck by me throughout the whole process. What i wanna be right now…is that I wanna be a stronger person. I wanna try so hard to not let my emotions take control over my body. This is one of the major weaknesses that I have…but I’ll try and overcome it. InsyaAllah….
