A lil bit of dis and dat
Kehidupan ini…memang sukar dijangka. Kadang2, kite terlampau yakin dgn ape yg kite dah capai. Tp…pernah tak terfikir…kdg2 sesuatu kegembiraan yg kite kecapi tu..mungkin mengundang kemusnahan and kesedihan in the future. Macam mane pulak sebaliknye? Kalau sekarang ni kite sentiasa dilanda malang…tp siape tau…mende2 tu semua akan merubah our life in the future? This is life….life’s interesting coz kite tatau wut’ll happen in the future. Life’s like a riddle. But one thing’s for sure…the decisions that we made today…will definitely have a big impact in the future. U can’t change that back. Once a decision has been made…it’s final and u have to go through wutever circumstances u might face.
My life for the past 20 years have more ‘downs’ than ‘ups’. I can count dgn jari berape kali i was happy…kalau in terms of percentage…i think i’ve been happy for only 10% of the time. And ade jugak few times terase macam nk commit suicide coz terlampau tertekan sgt2. Tp..alhamdulillah…masih waras…and my life diteruskan until now. Right now..and for the rest of my life…i’ll always pray to God so that my life’ll be much better and happier in the future. I’ll never ever give up….selagi umur masih panjang..i wanna live every second of my life to the fullest. I wanna graduate, get my professional cert, have a steady job, marry the man i love, have about 2-3 kids (Insyaallah)…and repay my parents for all the hard work they’ve been through untuk membesarkan my sis and i. I think my life’ll be much better if i have someone to support me all the way..coz i’m the type of person yg sgt2 lemah. And…for now..i have found someone yg tak pernah putus asa in helping me. He’s one of the best things that happen in my life and i really2 hope the relationship that we build between us takkan pudar forever. InsyaAllah. So…to that special someone…if ur reading this…i wanna say thank u so much for existing in my life. It’s tough for me to repay every kindness that u’ve given me…and i’ll never ever forget u. Thank u so much.
