~Dear, Friend~

U know, it’s kinda sad when u see that one of ur friends have changed dramatically. He/she seldom hangs out wif u anymore, busy all da time, different "mood" than he was before. All of dis stuff makes u think that is it because of you…your friend changed? Is it your fault that made him/ her change? Is it because that he/she feels or realise that we are not da type of friends he/she actually wants? Is it because he/she has found some other person who might be a better friend than u? You start to think in a negative way…and one day when you confront him/her…things change. The "mood" was definitely different from before. U became too "pushy" coz u soooo badly wanna know what’s wrong wif ur friend. And why is that? Because u care so damn much about him/ her. U want things to stay da same as it was before. U don’t wanna lose a friend like him/her. He/ she is da greatest gift of all. He/ she completes ur life. U become sad when u don’t get the answer. U start to blame urself for pushing him/her so hard into telling the truth. U started to cry, feeling bad, scared that u might lose a friend. Then, u started to remember the times when u guyz were together. B’day celebration, cooking together, conference calls singing all types of songs until 3am, go shopping, have dinner together and all types of stuff. U realise that u don’t want to lose any of that. U know that some things are better kept to urself but it makes people worry. *sigh* i dunno what else to say. To me…friendship is one of the greatest and most important things in my life. I just want u to know that i care so much about you and hope we can stay friends for eva and eva and eva and……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

One Response to “~Dear, Friend~”

  1. A m O r b A b y Says:

    frienship forever… i wish my friend wud realize how much they mean to me!!!

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